history repeating

no no, this has nothing to do with tripping, it just happens every certain time... i know what it is, and i know i can blame no one, probably not even me. i do my best, i swear, is it that the problem? maybe it is...
so, what is worse, never believing or opening your eyes one day to see what you believed in is not true? it's like trying to decide whether is worse dying or not having ever lived.....
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here we are again, then, history repeating. and not once, but several cases and all in the same day. too much "harsh reality" together perhaps... but i've always defended truth, so now i'll carry with it.

zero on the left as we say it here...